Are you happy?

I have been recently questioning myself of how do I define a happiness in this worldly universe?

Are you happy because you have a loving partner? If so, what if your partner one day leave you alone.. 

Are you happy because you have a beautiful house? What if it doesnt feel like home after you stayed for years..

Are you happy because you have countless wealth and can buy anything you want? 

Are you happy because you do have great friends who can support you anytime you need them?

Have you ever think if one day they all gone and you have nobody to talk to? 

I did have an almost perfect partner, but the universe won't allow me to walk with him side by side.. 

I dont have a house yet, I'm living in a small cubical which I called a congested luxury that I deserve after a long day work.. :) Well I'm positive tho that one day I would have my so own called homey and warmhearted house 

I do like window shopping when I feel bored, tho the day is not ended up with shopping bags since I have another family obligatory that I spent on my monthly paycheck. I cant spend impulsively on things I wanted, just one of those months when I wanted too..   Sometimes I ended up with a small pack of snacks and fruits for a week stock hehe.. 

Friends, besties, I used to have.. you know a pall that would ready to listen on your quirky jokes or absurd mind.. who would accompany you on your blue days and happy days.. Now, they have their own lives.. and they walk away from my path. 

Am I happy? Yes I do, I feel grateful for what I have now.. to know that my happiness is not defined on what I have surrounded me, but from what I have within. I am happy that Allah the almighty has been fulfilling my days so far, in good and bad, that I come to a point that nothing is eternal. You or me, we could have return anytime to His home.. and thats where I could find eternal happiness.. 

Inshallah..